November 2010
1 post
you’re what i want and it pisses the fuck out of me when i can’t have you. it kills me to watch you go for those girls who i know can never care and love for you like i did. i hate that i can’t forget you.
October 2010
1 post
even though i see you everyday, i still miss you.
September 2010
1 post
just hurts.
there’s so much going on in my life right now, the stress of you, the stress of everything. i’m hurtin mad, i used to be able to talk to you about my problems and you’d be there to cheer me up or tell me its ok, im here. but ever since then, i dont have you anymore and i’m really fked cause i’ve been so used to just having you there when i need it that when i actually...
August 2010
10 posts
it's about time i finally let go of what used to...
i'm hurting and it's a feeling i can't control....
this isn’t me, yet i can’t help but be.
there's more to come, so they say.
when i wake up, all i think about is you. i think about what we had, what we could’ve had and how we can never have that again. it sucks because as the day goes by, i get over it and ask myself wtf do i still even care? i shouldn’t care.. but when a new day begins i see myself thinkin about you again and questioning the same things over and over.
what a complete joke.
so 17 days left, so close yet not close enough. i never asked anything of you, but in every relationship, even if its not said its implied. its being faithful and loyal. from the very beginning of our parting, you were lying to me. you cheated just a couple days before our two month, and again not even 2 weeks after that. i was a fool not to have known. you ruined everything that i had of summer,...
on to the next
fuck love. fuck everything about it. people say love is a magical thing and when you finally find it, it’s going to be spectacular. it’s bullshit because when you finally believe that it could be happening right in front of your eyes, it’s like someone takes it away and tells you, ‘you don’t deserve the feelin of love’. sure there are those stories about real...
lets take a countdown together
lets see how much longer i can hold onto you, and us. i’m startin to not feel the spark between us anymore and its drivin me crazze. i don’t wanna let go cause i know i’ll miss you, but i feel as if us just isn’t going anywhere right now. but then again you aren’t here so how could it, right? maybe when you’re back things will get better, i hope it will get...
straight up bullshit.
you miss me? you love me? don’t say it if you can’t even live up to it. just gtfo.
i'm fucking over all of this. treat me as you...
you can only wait for so long..
so ya, you think you can just ignore me for this amount of time and not even tell me why? explain to me what i did wrong before you pull this stunt. i have these moments where i’m totally missin you thinkin ‘what i did that was so wrong for you to treat me like this’, but there are times when i cant stand the thought of you. fuck. i can only wait for so long until i reach the...
no regrets. just love.
what ever happened to that? ‘no regrets just love’? as much as i want to forget what happened and such i just can’t. i regret getting with you. at first i told myself what harm can it do? its just ‘highschool’ but damn was i wrong. maybe it was better if we just stayed as friends cause you can’t break up when nothing even started. i was just too infatuated by...
July 2010
1 post
Do you ever get that feeling of being too shitty...
i guess when i thought i meant something to you, it was all really just lies. cause from now on when i look at you, when i talk to you all i’m going to think is that i’m no where near what you ever wanted in a girl. you made me feel happy to be who i was, but now thats all gone since what i believed was all a lie. but i guess i should thank you for telling me now rather than just going...
June 2010
1 post
it’s hard to explain how i’m feeling. it’s true what people say that we rushed things but i’d be lying if i said i regretted what had already happened. like they say, everyone has their problems. i know i should trust you when you tell me you love me, but it’s just so hard sometimes. i don’t even know what i’m going to do when you leave. i’m just so...
May 2010
8 posts
“The thing about relationships is if it works, make it the good copy. If it...”
– Miko Bacomo.
This kid says a lot of stupid things, but this caught my attention.
(via jenniferhn)
“I haven’t slept for days, since me and my latest girl agreed to go our seperate...”
– Drake (via monsta)
“Maybe not everything is supposed to last forever. Certain things are like sky...”
– Little Manhattan (via eletheowl)
“Did you know there are thirty-two names for love in one of the Eskimo languages,...”
– August, The Secret Life of Bees (via quote-book)
aye bbbgirl
lynvo:
I hate how you sit there and act like you know me. Let’s get this straight. You used to know me. And you remember what happened with that situation? See, that girl you used to know… she left. Just like you did.
stop changing, please.
so yah.. i miss who you used to be. i know it sounds all cliche, changing into a different person, blah blah blah but now i get it. i never knew you could change in like a months duration. just stop being that person you arent. you’re fine the way you are so why you gotta try so hard? you were the nice person and i guess now you’re just the sidekick. do you realize that you arent that...
April 2010
5 posts
so i'm guessin your dignity is still too big for a...
i could say i miss you, but that just means you...
“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams....”
– Lady Gaga (via minacu)
think before you speak
it’s funny how someone can label you as something when either you don’t even know them, or if you hadn’t even done anything to them to deserve that damn label. it’s a natural thing people go through, labeling people that is. saying oh she’s pretty, she’s ugly, or she looks like a bitch. i find that natural habit we have to be extremely stupid. but yet, its...
March 2010
2 posts
the feelin ain't real. its infatuation
there are many things in this world that can make a person be blind. for the whole “do you believe in love at first sight”, thats just complete bullshit. i’m sorry, but its true. really when you meet that person and you believe oh they’re the one, my love at first sight its more of oh hey check it out they’re appealing. its the whole appearance we are blinded from....
February 2010
6 posts
I love people who say "Just be blunt with me" then...
phibang:
Oh did I say love? I meant, I’ll stab you in the eye and eat your organs.
i love how you remebered almost every single...
“You let go, so now it’s my turn. I’m willing to accept that. But...”
– - unknown
thanks carmen, you always know what to say. you make me feel better, love you!
how am i supposed to tell you, or show you how i feel. you don’t give me the opportunity. you just leave in a hurry and never allow time to talk or just hangout. why is that one day you show me your affection and the next its like we’re strangers. maybe im reading them wrong, but i dont know. they seem pretty clear to me. when ive finally given up hope on tryna get you, you come back...
you know i'm always gonna be there for you right?
January 2010
8 posts
“I just want for once in my life to have one guy to prove to me that love is a...”
– Unknown (via seductionisdestruction)
i've realized now, so thank you.
its the whole, “baby dont you know i care about you?, that i’d never lie to you and you mean the most to me” bullshit we believe because as we’re hearin it, we’re lookin into their eyes and really all we can think back to are the good memories and the moments that told you, “this is why i like them”. its the moment where you’ve dropped basically...
“For so long I’ve kept feelings inside and I was happy not knowing what it’s like...”
– So Classy (via seductionisdestruction)
“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you...”
– Nicholas Sparks, (Dear John)
“Even now, i’m still not sure how it happened. One instant we were talking,...”
– Nicholas Sparks, (Dear John)
Nothin on You- B.O.B ft. Bruno Mars
”...
December 2009
54 posts
Trust, it's not all that serious.
soulverity:
I think it’s funny how people always say shit about how some people only follow others because of their appearance, i.e. their icons. Don’t pretend like you’ve never been “shallow” before. This is reality is it not? It’s just like real life, why do you expect anything different? In life, something about a person’s physical appearance attracts you and you are, of course, intrigued....
“I’m lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get...”
– Jodi Picoult (My Sister’s Keeper) (via seductionisdestruction)
“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like...”
– Nicholas Sparks (The Rescue)
“I guess what I’m trying to say is that you are there, in everything I am,...”
– Nicholas Sparks (The Wedding)
“Passion is passion. It’s the excitement between the tedious spaces, and it...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John)