just hurts.
there’s so much going on in my life right now, the stress of you, the stress of everything. i’m hurtin mad, i used to be able to talk to you about my problems and you’d be there to cheer me up or tell me its ok, im here. but ever since then, i dont have you anymore and i’m really fked cause i’ve been so used to just having you there when i need it that when i actually really need you, you aren’t here for me anymore. and it just hurts cause you meant so much to me but i couldn’t mean enough to you. you never once tried, and never will you ever. it just hurts thats all, knowing this
